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Is this the dark side of porn?
By Annette Schwarz | August 29, 2009
Recently a girl wrote me the following:
Hello Annette,
It is not your fault, but my boyfriend seems to be amused by you.
He wrote you to meet in September…
Your childhood mustn’t have been very good, but I hope one day, before
you get too old, find a way to make honorable living.See, I have NOTHING against porn stars, I am FOR women’s choice, but think
about the world – how something intimate and special like lovemaking is
turned into “I fit 3 dildos at once and i derive pleasure from being peen
on”I TRULY HOPE you know the difference I’m talking about… Between making
love as an expression of sincere feelings and competitive sex.I AM IN GREAT PAIN typing this message, but I believe it’s fair to get the
happy (horny) and the sad e-mails…BIG KISS
-THE GIRLFRIEND
Actually, everything got a “sad side”, so there isn’t a “win-win” constellation for everything.
Finding out, that your partner watches porn or desires a porn star is often sad. Of course, feeling that your partner pretended to turn his/her desire on someone else is always a bad. But, I think you can also catch this event and talk about your feelings and wishes. So, finally this point could be a moment of “re-start” your relation ship.
Porn doesn’t eliminates the special status of lovemaking in her opinion. Sometimes porn even re-activates a relationship. I recently wrote some words about Is a Porn Star a Hero?.
Amazingly, most people are thinking, that some special bad things might happened in someone childhood, if you are doing porn. So, my childhood was really normal and prosperous. The only sad moment I can remember, was when my dad took my pacifier – perhaps this is a reason for my oral fixation, finally.
So, how did your partner react, if she/he found out that you are into porn?
Stumble it!
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August 29th, 2009 at 10:27 am
My partner is a-okay with me watching porn. She’s not too into watching it herself, as she’d rather be doing the act herself.
I think that the girlfriend’s statement reflects this overriding stereotype that any woman in any sex industry had some fucked up childhood.
I strongly believe this is largely the fault of the mainstream media that loves to latch onto and sensational the worst cases in any story. I’m not going to say that there aren’t those in the industry who don’t have a messed up history, but those people don’t represent the whole.
Porn might ruin “love-making,” in the truest sense of that term. You know the kind, the slow passionate kissing, the caressing and cuddling, the deep looks in each others eyes, the slow, meaningful fuck. Well, okay, hardcore porn like yours might ruin “love-making” for the guy who wants a girl who looks him deep in the eyes and says, “just fuck me already.”
Not all sex has to come in the form of meaningful spiritual experience. Sometimes, you just want to fuck like a porn star. And damn, what fun those fucks can be.
August 29th, 2009 at 4:14 pm
plis sent to me porn video or picture
August 29th, 2009 at 5:44 pm
My partner has no trouble with my porn habit, even appreciating my penchant for the extreme. I do tend to enjoy similar acts both voyeuristically and actively, but for many people there is a discrepancy between what is watched and what is actively desired; I think it’s important to realise that a person’s sexual life has both observational/aesthetic and active components. Watching porn can be a significant part of a person’s sexual identity. It may or may not take precedence over active sex, depending on preference; either way this ought to be respected as an inherent part of the sexual make-up. Pornography is intellectual, sexual fuel – an appetite for it is a good sign in a partner!
August 29th, 2009 at 11:36 pm
My partner’s have never had an issue with me enjoying porn and have pretty much all enjoyed it too. As to porn ruining love making, that is a real risk for some. Just like you would not want to eat your favorite food every day, your sex life needs variety too. Love-making, if you have a partner u truly love, is the most intense and incredible thing out there sexually. Extreme sex, is tons of fun too. The thing you have to remember is that they are not mutually exclusive. You can incorporate extreme activities into love-making to spice things up or it can be one of those things that you crave.
Through porn and exploration, my partner and I have discovered that she loves rough sex and rimming. While we don’t do them all the time, they have their place. With another, we discovered together that we both love anal. In both cases, enjoying porn together improved our sex lives.
The dark side is when you lose track of the idea of “everything in moderation”. If everytime you have sex its piss drinking, ATM, etc, it will eventually become dull and boring.
As to the age old stereo-type of porn stars being damaged goods. This tired cliche needs to just go away, there are just as many (or more) damaged mainstream actors. We have seen mainstream actors, atheletes and entertainers with HIV, ridiculously high divorce rates, sexual addiction, drug addiction, criminal issues, murder, rape, suicide etc. but it’s only a social issue when its a porn star. Everyone criticizes them for loose morals, but how many mainstreamers have multiple children out of wedlock?
Sorry for the long rant
August 30th, 2009 at 9:19 am
Annette, I think it’s a shame this woman is so negative about you. There’s nothing dishonorable about what you do. When you’re blowing multiple cocks, licking ass, guzzling cum and piss, you’re doing something you love – this isn’t “competitive sex”, whatever that might be, but an expression of who you are. You’re a wonderful, beautiful, piss-drinking, sperm-gobbling slut – and you should be proud of that. Most women are afraid of expressing their sexual nature – of taking their lust to the limit. I’ve never thought, of anything you do, that you’ve gone too far. My only dissapointment is that you haven’t gone far enough…
Don’t let a woman who is probably just jealous change your behaviour – maybe her problem is you’re doing what she secretly wants to do.
I think you should invite her to one of your porn shoots, and if she’s cute, you could try and persuade her to suck a few cocks for the camera. Wouldn’t it be great if you turned her into your fucktoy, got a whole bunch of guys to fuck her and make her learn the joy you feel at being totally owned and used, until eventually she’s ready to drink your piss and eager to kneel on the floor next to you with her mouth open, swallowing piss from multiple cocks?
You should be every young woman’s role model and ideal – a smart, nice, stunningly beautiful woman who’s devoted her life to cocks, cum and piss. If only there were more girls like you!
August 30th, 2009 at 12:22 pm
Thinking that porn somehow is a replacement for a sex life is like saying that reading travel books is a replacement for travel. It’s perfectly possible to love reading about treks into the Amazon without wanting to go any further than to your summer house down the road. It’s also perfectly possible – and acceptable to hate reading travel books and wanting to go on safaris.
As long as everyone involved in the making of a film is an adult with full understanding of what’s going to happen, I can’t possibly see anything wrong with it, whether what they do are things I would want to do (or even watch) or not. I’m not into the pissing thing at all, but just because *I’m* not, I am not going to assume that anyone who is is somehow fucked up.
August 30th, 2009 at 2:04 pm
You are amazing Annette! You point out that one can still have a “normal” (whatever the hell that is) relationship and still be into porn. Hell, I’m married and dig porn! My wife thinks I’m a bit “out of my tree” but hey, fuck her — yeah I think I will as soon as I’m finished writing out my thoughts — that is if she’ll give me the key to her chastity belt!
I used to think that anyone involved in porn had come from abusive childhoods and things of this sort. Much of these ideas were promoted by the media (one reason I don’t take anything the corporate-owned and controlled press have to say, most is just plain self-serving bullshit) where I read that most young women find themselves in porn due to sexual abuse as children and that many of these kids who wind up in porn were actually running away from something rather than towards something. In other words, running from the abuse rather than the seeking of a great carreer. Pure, unadulterated bullshit!
I later did my own research on this topic and found that many yrs. back the reasons that were just stated may — “MAY,” operative word — have been the case. However, I found that more than half of the pornstars I researched (Bobbi Starr, Sasha Grey, Hillary Scott, Riley Brooks — cute young girl she is — and others too numerous to mention, all came from — again, “normal” — backgrounds. Many (in fact, a great many) are either currently working their way through college or already have degrees as is the case with Bobbi Starr who has a BA in music and is currently a pre-med student with hopes of becoming a gynocologist! She’s extremely intelligent and very beautiful and I wish her the best.
Of course we have our very own Annette (yes Annette, I’m afraid we own you, love) who was herself, a nurse — god would I loved to have been your patient in a hospital ward where you had to tend to my “sex organ of plenty.” Who knows what I’d be doing today but AHH, speculation, who needs it? Keep up the great work Annette as you’re a treasure to behold!
Oh, and I love your witty line about having your pacifier taken from you at a perhaps too early an age which is why you have this great oral fixation. That was great. I had a nice laugh and laughter is a great medicinal weapon against depression. Keep on being an inspiration as the world needs — and WANTS — more like you. All my love!!
Now it’s time to visit the wife for a good, early afternoon fuck!!! Great knowing my kids are grown and better not be poppin’ over unexpectedly!!!!!!
August 30th, 2009 at 2:17 pm
Tyler, You said it oh so straight-forwardly, “If only there were more girls like you!” Perfectly stated!
August 31st, 2009 at 2:30 pm
for me it’s easy. i won’t stop watching porn for any woman in the world. i would never ever cheat on a girl if i am in a relationship. but she has to tollerate that i like to watche porn sometimes. especially if she isn’t “at hand”
. of course girls should be allowed to watch as much porn as they like too. 
August 31st, 2009 at 3:21 pm
my partner actually loves kinky pron stuff. Actually she is turned on for your videos very much.
September 2nd, 2009 at 5:28 pm
@Jay, I whole-heartedly agree with your statement. I used to find myself falling into that trap of condemnation of others for doing things I may not be into. I decided — for whatever reason — that I was going to look into the porn industry to see if I could come up with anything new, something I may not had already heard.
I was most interested in the models and their backgrounds (since we hear so much about their former abuse as chldren and such)to see if I could figure out what makes them do what they do. I came away a most enlightened individual. Most –the vast majority — were NOT abused and most came from solid family backgrounds.
I also found that most are extremely intelligent individuals and many have college degrees (not that that means anything as some of the most intelligent people I’ve known were self educated with very little formal education) or in the process of obtaining a degree. I listened to a few interviews with the most gorgeous Bobbi Starr who I found to be not only an extreme intellect but an extremely witty and very warm human being — you can pick these vibes up if you tune yourself in — and I wish her all the best. Alexis Love and Alexis Texas were also interviewed, though both very different personalities-naturally-but two very sweet and very pretty young women. Kudos to them both!
I also found something else enlightening and that is that exactly 99 out of 100 porn models interviewed were bisexual. These were all females so I don’t know if the same applies to male pornstars and I’m not refering to the so-called “studs” such as Mr. Pete (who I actually saw interviewed a long while back and he seems to be a really great guy) but rather those involved in gay porn.
My niece (who is not a pornstar) is bi and I’m just wondering whether female bisexuality is as extensive throughout the entire gender or just the select pornstars interviewed. I’ve had conversations with my daughter about this. I asked if she felt lonely or upset because she did not have a boyfriend and she replied that she had too much coursework to be able to handle anything like a relationship. I asked if she were gay and she answered — rather nervously — in the negative. I told her that she NEVER had to feel that she could not discuss anything with me as I’d seen it, heard it and participated in a whole pile of stuff from wild sex to hard drugs. Still I think it left her feeling a bit uneasy. Hey, I understand that. I could never discuss anything with my parents as they are (yeah they’re still kickin’ in their 80s) very old-fashioned. I think my next research project will be to look into bisexuality and see what I come up with. I’m sure it will be interesting.
The most profound effect upon me from all of this was that I realized (I’d always known this at a subconsious level) so much of our (humans) inhibitions are socially constructed and that once we break free from this we are then able to just be ourselves with no worry about what someone else may think. Annette is a prime example of someone who has transcended the boundaries of social constriction — yes, I know there are some who would love her to go further and that’s cool — and is completely at ease with who she is. Annette is, in my opinion, a great role model. There are simply way too many hung-up teens out there who later become really fucked-up adults with enormous inhibitions. Teens should feel confortable with the fact that they/we are sexual beings and that this should NOT be considered taboo. As long as we — myself as a parent — explain that there must be precautions taken against disease and whatnot, then sex is a wonderful thing and should be enjoyed. Note: KEEP RELIGION OUT OF THIS WHOLE FUCKIN’ TOPIC AS THEY (SO-CALLED RELIGIOUS LEADERS) ARE THE MOST SELF-SERVING BUNCH OF HYPOCRITES ALIVE AND HAVE DONE MORE DAMAGE TO THE HUMAN PSYCHE THAN EVER IMAGINEABLE! Oh well, I’ve stated my piece and now I need to get a little piece of ass!!!
September 3rd, 2009 at 12:27 am
I have to say, none of my partners have ever had a problem with me watching porn. I have a very high sex drive, and most liked knowing that I had something to satisfy me when they couldn’t. All the men I’ve been with loved watching porn with me. The women tended to not want to watch it, but were never opposed to it.
September 3rd, 2009 at 6:26 am
What’s the issue here? I mean, Annette, you’re into Porn and you’re really good at it – So, you’re a pornstar… If you were into modeling and were good at it, you’d be a top model; If you were a trader, you’d be a “golden girl”; If you wre a carpenter, you’d be an outstanding craftwoman? That’s it… And people – Like us – admire your for this (This = Your fantastic skills).
This guy likes you.
I bet, for him, Porn is kind of a hobby.
But since Society says “Porn = Evil (Unless it’s 666% bankable?!!)”, his wife can’t stand his hobby.
Or maybe, he’s “overdoing it”… But, then, the problem would be the same if he was collecting stamps. Hobbies are time-eaters.
Whatever, the part regarding PornStars childhood is CRAP. But Society (Or certain people?) has to explain how so-called “bad/Evil things (Like Porn)” happen: blame it on something you can’t remember and are not 100% responsible for (”It’s all your parent’s fault”)! Easy. Stupid… Crap, crap, crap.
And, knowing the difference between lovemaking and “Porn Performances” is, to me, being an adult, a responsible one. Safe, sane, consensual? Yes, SSC is a BDSM saying but I think it stands, whatever your kink is (And/Or is not!). We’re all grown-ups here, aren’t we?
Blah blah blah… When the “Porn Problem” arises, it’s time to discuss about the whole relationship. Annette, as often (Always?), you’re 100% right.
I feel sorry for this woman.
Her pain is not to be misregarded/misundertood.
But I think she’s wrong to blame you (Or your childhood?).
“Pervers And Ordinär” (Says one of my favorite button). Yes, “Pervers And Ordinär”, we are.
Then, I think Tyler has a point when he writes “I think you should invite her to one of your porn shoots”. If her husband is going to meet you in September (Are you shooting something in September? Nobody told me about it! CAN’T YOU PUBLISH YOUR SCHEDULE SOMEWHERE*???), you should ask this woman if she wants to come we him (And agrees not to start “Public drama”).
Keep on being the girl who was deprived of her pacifier you are. That’s the way I like you.
*: this is an idea. Hence the caps. I’m not SHOOTING like mad.
September 3rd, 2009 at 10:24 am
@Wilfried, I think that is a fantastic posting. Well put and I love the way you stated: “keep on being the girl who was deprived of her pacifier…” That statement of Annette’s (regarding her pacifier) I found to be extremely witty and very perceptive. Annette is a very brilliant young woman but I don’t have to tell you or anyone that, for that matter. We all know this. But anyway I enjoyed reading your post and I’m sure Annette will appreciate it — though I don’t want to speak for her.
September 3rd, 2009 at 3:42 pm
I think this “girlfriend” needs to learn a few lessons, and fast. Inviting her to one of your porn shoots, Annette, would be a brutally direct corrective to her ideas about sex and love. I think she needs to see how much joy you get from being throat-fucked, clusterfucked, slapped, spanked and choked. See the look in your eyes when you’re drenched in cum and gulping down piss. See that it’s possible to exist simply in order to be mercilessly sexually used.
“Girlfriend” should be made to understand that your condition is the one she should aspire to, that all women should strive towards – that of shameless, degenerate fucktoy, holes always ready and available to be used by any cock, large or small, whose smiling toilet-mouth’s always ready and eager to swallow any amount of cum and piss dumped into it. That it’s possible to be a nasty, filthy, ass-licking piss-obssessed whore while still being charming and sweet and funny and intelligent.
That it’s possible to be perfect (or very nearly – only a shit-gobbling, dog-fucked Annette would be perfect).
September 3rd, 2009 at 7:44 pm
@Tyler, I’ll agree with you on this one as well. She definitely should be taken to one of Annette’s shootings — it would indeed be a real eye-opener for her I’m sure. Perhaps she’ll emerge completely stripped of her puritanical thought patterns. A great dose of reality is what she needs so I whole-heartedly agree with you.
September 11th, 2009 at 3:18 pm
I am a woman who’s husband used to look at porn. It hurt at first, but it’s not so much the “looking at another woman” that hurt as much as the lie and betrayal.
And I agree with most people who have said that the media makes it seem like porn stars are people you should feel sorry for because all of them were abused as kids.
I don’t think that’s true.
But I do think that there is much more to all this stuff than we realize. As women we want to be beautiful, loved, and sometimes in control or feel like we have some sort of power over man. To attract a man’s eyes and cause him to want us sexually, it gives us some sort of validation.
But really… all of us… women… we are princesses. May sound cheesy to some of you, or to most of you, but we are. And there’s a lot more to us than being hot and wanted for our bodies.
Men can drool over us all they want, but we do have hearts too. How come no one cares about that? How come we have forgotten that underneath all this stuff we are Cinderella’s… in need of someone to take a chance, see through our exterior, and love us like we were made to be loved.
Instead, we’re used. We’re objects. And we start to like that because it makes us feel good about ourselves. It makes us feel like we have a place in this world… since this world is all about beauty and sex.
As far as marital sex life… porn distracts from the true beauty and intimacy that sex should be between two married people. It doesn’t help or re-activate anything. It turns us into sex objects. And it takes away the heart of sex.
September 11th, 2009 at 5:44 pm
amy, sorry that i don`t agree with your points.
And not necesarily for your view. Many people think like you and got some valid points to raise on this.ç
But i cannot agree simply because I don´t believe that you got some differences based on sex. I don´t buy that woman are princesses or that men think with their dicks and so on.
Some women looks themselves like princesses. NOt all. Everyone has a heart ,but their responses to how this heart beats are different form one to theo ther.
There is not differences on sex based on sex (or other difference BTW) We are unique, so our responses to everything (including porn) are different.
as a married man, to me & my wife some porn help us with our sex life, stimulating our fantasy. Actually she is more interesed on porn than me.
Sorry but that is the truth for me. I cannot talk for the rest of the world, but with only a single exception , your general argument is destroyed (at least that is what the rules of logic said)
September 11th, 2009 at 8:14 pm
Our responses to things, Roberto, are shaped by the things surrounding us. The way we grew up. And the choices we decide to make throughout time.
I’m sorry that you don’t see all women as princesses, as people who need care and love.
You are right, however. Everything is different for every person. We choose our paths. We choose how we define sex and beauty and love.
But just because we choose something doesn’t necessarily mean it’s right.
We can live in a world where everything is gray. But that’s pretty depressing. Just like cloudy days. There is black and white. There is beauty in every person. And there is a Cinderella in every woman. Sometimes the world just beats it out of her. Sometimes she forgets. Sometimes she doesn’t want to be Cinderella because she doesn’t think she could be.
But… every woman is special. And not just because they have bodies.
I don’t agree that every man thinks with their dick. But I do think, in general, we have given beauty a standard that neglects the heart and pays attention to the body.
What will people think of these beautiful, sexy porn stars when they are 95 years old? They will not be as wanted or special or sexy.
And after spending a lifetime of caring only about the external, the heart will be so withered that it will have nothing to give.
If you want to look at porn… okay. But just remember that all of us, every woman, has a heart to be cared for as well… even if we can’t receive the love, or don’t want to, it would be nice to be loved for something more than our bodies.
September 12th, 2009 at 5:54 am
Amy, I’m sure your points are sincere, and may be true for you, but to generalise from your own experience and claim this is what ALL women want seems ridiculous to me.
I think Annette is used and “loved” exactly the way she wants to be – since the age of 18 she has deliberately sought out and soaked up some of the most savage sexual abuse ever inflicted on any pornstar I’ve ever seen. It’s what she’s known for. It’s what she loves, needs and deserves. I just think it’s a shame she’s only gone as far as she has. With a bit of proper guidance, I think she could have understood that it was wrong to open your mouth for dozens of men to cum and piss in – could have learned that a submissive slut eager to revel in her own degradation should be eating shit aswell.
Women are most beautiful when fulfilling their natural role as sluts and toilets
They’re also happiest when being most ruthlessly used, slapped, clusterfucked and pissed on.
Don’t believe me? Ask Annette – a girl who has experienced more ecstasy in being savagely handled than gently carresed.
A girl who has rejeceted any kind of pity, or dignity, or shame, or love, because she’s found that joy and ecstasy, the most extraordinary bliss, comes from being utterly ravaged and debased.
Her’s is the exquisite pleasure of the willing victim. But Annette’s strong, she can take it, she feeds off of it, a more than active participant in the stripping away of any dignity, or shame there might be left.
Annette’s an invincible victim. What’s been done to her has been demeaning and humiliating and disgusting. And she’s loved every minute of it.
She deserves more. More and worse.
September 12th, 2009 at 8:05 am
Tyler, are you married?
September 12th, 2009 at 12:28 pm
I cant say I can agree completely with Tyler (”She deserves more. More and worse.”) Any woman should feel comfortable expressing herself sexually in anyway she desires. Amy is right, all women are Cinderella’s or princesses. But that does not mean they all want or need to wear the virgin white ball gown. Many will want a leather bustier. Some women are totally fulfilled by missionary position sex. Its all they want, need and can handle, others need more, some need extremes. Not everyone, male or female, wants things to the extremes Annette enjoys, some, both male and female, look at Annette and feel she does not go far enough. I have known women that asked to be whipped till they were black and blue, have nails hammered through their nipples, skewers pushed through their tits etc. These people are at the extreme. More common are the women that have asked me to fuck their asses, feed them cum etc.
It is unfortunate that there are also women that feel compelled to hide their true desires, be them for strictly vanilla sex or particular fetishes. A good lover is one that makes their female partner feel comfortable exploring their own sexuality. Respect the fact that they might have desires to do some of the things Annette enjoys but realize that some of it may be too intense for them.
To the ladies here, despite some of the comments put here by some of the men, we love it when you open yourself to kink. Most of us are mature enough to realize how vulnerable you have to make yourself and how much trust is required for you to show us your true sexual selves. A big Thank You for sharing!
September 12th, 2009 at 2:52 pm
Patric, kinky is one thing. And that’s perfectly fine.
But my question is … what about the heart of a woman?
There’s so much talk here about bodies, sex, cum, jerking off, feasting on bodies with our eyes…
What about the heart of every woman?
Why don’t we care about Annette’s heart? And why don’t we care enough about our wives to treat them with gentleness and romanticism, even if they do say they want skewers in their flesh?
I’ve had my fair share of desiring the kinky, crazy stuff. But I have to say… having a man who is strong enough to rescue me from my own craziness and show me what it’s like to be loved, caressed, and cared for in a much deeper way… is much more freeing and enlivening than any orgasm.
I’d just like to see some men love girls like Annette enough to look past her amazing beauty and sexual energy, and see the girl inside of her who wants to be loved and cherished.
Some of us get so beaten down by this world that we don’t even want that kind of love. But if there were men who stood up and fought for us, maybe we’d remember how beautiful we really are… underneath the sexiness.
Do any of you love Annette enough to give up your life for her? Do any of you love her enough that if she got cancer and crippled and ugly… you’d sit by her side every day and whisper, “You are beautiful,” in her ear?
No?
Well… you should. Because THAT’S what she deserves. That’s what EVERY person deserves.
September 12th, 2009 at 5:32 pm
Maybe I’d love Annette enough to give up my life for her if she let me piss and shit in her mouth whenever I wanted…
Honestly Amy, you sound like a refugee from a cheap romance. Why do I (or anyone else) have to care about Annette on any deep level? Sure, I’d like to know her, talk to her, make her laugh, any number of things. I’d also like to flush her head down the toilet while fucking her asshole. Neither’s likely to happen, unfortunately, but that’s life…
How do you know Annette wants to be loved and cherished? Annette seems to be happy exactly where she is. Sex doesn’t have to be about love, and sex without love is what most people get.
It’s also what Annette seems to want – lots of hard, brutal, pitiless thrusting cocks fucking all her holes, and no love-talk to spoil the abuse.
Why can’t wanting this, and only this, be a valid choice? Why this need to believe in a “deeper” Annette who’s heart is withering away because no-one “cherishes” her? Why this need to believe she needs love?
I love Annette because she loves to be treated the way most men would like to treat all women (whether they admit it or not). Brutally. Savagely. Pitilessly. She’s a cum and piss guzzling fucktoy – a fantasy made flesh. I just hope she continues to want all that savage abuse to be inflicted on her. Like I said earlier – more, and worse, please, Annette.
I don’t know what EVERY person deserves, but I want to see Annette continue to be clusterfucked, choked, spanked, cum-drenched and drowned in piss.
Because THAT’S what SHE deserves.
September 12th, 2009 at 7:53 pm
All I’m saying is… Annette (AND EVERY WOMAN IN THE WORLD, AND YES, MEN TOO) has a heart.
This isn’t about romance and marriage and love in the sense of relationship. This is about life. This is about the heart of every person.
If we could oversee our funeral… what would we want to be said about us?
That we used women, or that we loved women?
That we gave our bodies away, or that we gave our hearts away?
That we hated, or that we loved?
That we spat on love, or that we accepted love?
That we cared about women enough to show them how beautiful they were, or that we only cared about cumming and pissing all over a girl’s face?
When we die… what will people remember us as?
Maybe you don’t care about hearts. Maybe you only care about the surface — bodies, sex, cum, etc.
But I do. I care about hearts. I care about YOUR heart. I care about Annette’s heart. And I care about my own heart enough to not put myself through experiences that I know will leave my heart bloody on the floor.
September 12th, 2009 at 9:56 pm
Amy, aren’t you being a little melodramatic?
This is a forum for discussing a lovely, amazingly beautiful woman who loves being pissed on – loves drinking it, literally bathing and wallowing in it. I’ve seen her on her hands and knees sucking it up from pools on the floor.
Annette wants and loves to be used. She CHOSE to be the gangbanged cum-gulping pisswhore we know and admire – gave her body away to be relentlessly used and abused as soon as she possibly could.
I admire her for that. For rejecting utterly any conventional notions of what its possible for a woman to enjoy. She instinctively knew that for her, wallowing in the most squalid perversions and submitting to every brutal cockthrust,swallowing all the cum, spit and piss dumped in her mouth, was the surest route to her most exquisite bliss.
I think if you actually bothered to ask her, far from leaving her heart “bloody on the floor”, those sessions where she has been used and dominated and utterly humiliated, especially those where she has been pissed on by multiple men, are amongst her most precious memories.
If you watch Annette in “Die Piss-kollecter”, you’ll see her utter JOY in swallowing piss.
Amy, happiness, ordinary everyday happiness – contentment – can come from respecting and being respected. From mutual concern. From being NICE.
Ecstasy, on the hand, can come, as Annette has found, from letting go of all shame, self-respect, dignity. This is the ecstasy of the willing victim, ready and eager to be feasted on.
BTW I wouldn’t mind being remembered as a man who’d used women – as long as those women wanted to be used.
You talked in another of your posts about being “rescued from your own craziness”.
Do you think Annette’s crazy and needs “rescuing”? But why would you, or I, or anyone else, be arrogant enough to think Annette doesn’t “really” know what she wants, when all the evidence indicates that she wanted to be a pornwhore as soon as it was legally possible, and has enjoyed every cum-guzzling, piss-drenched minute of her career?
I think Annette’s heart is fully in what she has chosen to do. It’s why she’s so special. I just hope she realises that her degradation has only just begun, and that what she really deserves is to gobble down mouthfuls of shit from the assholes of men and women eager to treat this beautiful whore like the piece of filth she’s always known herself to be.
Being used and abused, to the utmost, without pity or gentleness or love, and welcoming it – this too is life. Maybe not a part you like, or even want to believe possible, Amy, but life all the same.
Real life, as opposed to your world of princes and princesses.
September 13th, 2009 at 1:22 pm
@Tyler, I agree with your statement — once again! We may seem to be at odds, but for the most part, I agree with all you’ve stated in your postings.
And Amy, yes indeed, this is the lifestyle Annette has chosen and believe me, there is lots of love being projected her way, the world over. Just have a look at where people post here from, Australia, Ecuador (don’t think I spelled that right), Paraguay, everywhere! And Annette’s lifestyle is a whole lot better than those who hold the reigns of power and drop bombs on innocent people. I don’t consider myself religous (in that I don’t cling to any dogma) but you remember when the Jewish Elders approached Jesus and began to accuse him for being with Mary Magdaline. Ole Jesus turned the tables right back in their direction and called them “hypocrites” which is exactly what they were.
Incidentally, in some of the lost gospels (particularly the lost gospel of Thomas) there is some indication that Jesus and Mary may have even had a child together. The gnostic gospels and the dead sea scrolls hold a wealth of info regarding these events. So, lighten up Amy. I’m sure your intentions are in the right place but just a bit mis-guided. Love to ya, hon!
September 13th, 2009 at 1:53 pm
Amy, you ask (paraphrasing here) if any of us would take the time to sit by Annette’s bedside should she become terminally ill. My answer is “yes, I would.” As I’ve stated, I don’t consider myself “religous” in the conventional sense — I cling to no dogma — but rather a “spirtual Atheist” which may sound paradoxical. I was raised in the conventional way (a Roman Catholic) but dropped out of that when I was about 13 yrs old. I saw the hypocricy even at that early an age.
I, however, have become much more “in tune” with the human spirit since then. My study of Eastern Philosophy (Buddhism, Hinduism, Taoism etc.) as well as a study of modern physics has allowed me to shed off all of the old hypocritcal views and take people for who they are and not what I THINK they should be. It’s not my place to compartmentalize anyone into my way of thinking. But suffice it to say, that all of this has had a profound impact on my way of thinking and I’m more compassionate than many of the so-called relilgous people I’ve been in contact with over the yrs. Having this compassion allows me to share in both the suffering of others as well as their joys. So, yes I would indeed, try and be with Annette (or anyone) suffering in that fashion. Thanks for hearing me out. I’m sure you’re a dear, sweet girl and I love you for your desire to see all human beings share your passion and compassion for life.
September 13th, 2009 at 1:53 pm
Hey Mark — what does Jesus and Mary have to do with this conversation? I’m not sure… As for the gnostic gospels, do you know their origin?
Anyway, my whole point is, we can either be like Tyler and care more about someone’s body, things that will pass away, or we can care about hearts.
We don’t have to live in a world of princes and princesses to care about the heart.
For any of you who ARE married… I’d like you to consider what would have happened had you said these things to your wife as you said “I do.” If you told her that she deserves cum and piss in her mouth, ears, eyes, nose. And that every woman should be a slut and toilet to find their true joy. And then completed your vows with “I do, promise to cum and shit in your mouth, like you deserve.”
If any of you truly believe that, if any of you would say something like that to the woman you married… I hope one day you find the heart you’ve lost.
September 13th, 2009 at 2:51 pm
@Amy, I am married! No, my wife is NOT too hip on porn I must say, but we get along just fine anyway.
As for Jesus and Mary Magdaline, I assume you do know that Mary was a whore and the Jewish Elders of the time condemnded Jesus for being with her. My point is that Jesus (at least according to what we know of him — which is actually very little) was not about to condemn her for doing what she was doing — selling her body for money — and merely pointed out to the religous folks that they should be content in examining their own lifestyles rather than pointing to the faults of others. Example, You and I may disagree or I may disagree with anyone for that matter, but the point is I wouldn’t condemn you for your views. I have my opinions, which are exactly that, opinions and don’t expect everyone or anyone to agree.
As to the origins of the gnostic gospels, no I’m not sure as to their origins. I do know that the “lost gospels” I spoke of were edited out of the religous canon during the 4th century A.D. Strictly for power reasons — struggles within the church of that day. Many have been recovered.
As to “princesses,” well I believe — again my opinion — women are the most beautiful creatures on the planet. It does upset me when I see women being abused, whether in porn flicks or elsewhere and I’ve never struck a woman in my life. However, many women like being abused — don’t ask me why — and it’s not for me to judge. The only time I WOULD interfere is if a woman were being abused and NOT wanting this. I’ve already done this as in a case of domestic abuse here in my own neighborhood. I merely phoned the cops and away he went to the pokey! I don’t know what else to say Amy as those are my views. I don’t condemn you for your views, I’m merely stating my own. I believe you’re a very wonderful person even if I’ve never met you. I like to think the best of everyone until proven wrong. Thanks for your patience.
September 13th, 2009 at 3:25 pm
@Amy, I looked up the origins of gnosticism. Unfortunately, it is not vey presice, stating that many of the views came from ancient Babylon, Egypt and elsewhere. It also states that this was combined with the teachings of the apostles (one “p” or two? I think I have it correct). It then goes on to say that it has influenced many of the branches of modern day christianity, for instance, the Mormon faith. All in all it is very cloudy and nebulous. Hey, I tried to obtain the answer but it doesn’t appear to be very cut and dry. Sorry.
September 13th, 2009 at 6:04 pm
Mark, could you give me your email? I’d like to discuss this with you, but I don’t want to load this blog post with comments.
September 13th, 2009 at 7:45 pm
Amy, you posted earlier that you had your “fair share of desiring the kinky, crazy stuff” – so let me ask you – who respected you more? The man, or men (or women) who did whatever they did with you/to you, knowing this was want you wanted, or the man who persuaded you that you didn’t REALLY want what you thought you wanted – that he knew you better than you knew yourself? The man arrogant enough to put his value judgements in place of your own. Who convinced the young woman enjoying being kinky and crazy she needed to be saved from herself. Maybe you gained something, but you also lost something – your freedom.
I think this is the wrong place to talk about hearts. Some of us never had them in the first place.
Then there are the lucky few whose hearts’ joy the more they’re trampled in the mud.
I care deeply enough about Annette to realise that caring and compassion are the last things she’s looking for.
I WANT and HOPE that Annette will do scat scenes in the future. I want to see that beautiful mouth of hers that’s swallowed so much piss so greedily, gulping down shit for a change. She’s a nasty, filthy slut, and I’ve enjoyed watching whatever dignity she had progressively stripped away. Annette’s loved the process, so why shouldn’t I?
Annette has “spat on love”, or the need for love, more effectively than any man ever could. For that I salute her. Once she learns (and I sincerely hope she does) to enjoy gobbling shit as much as she now enjoys drinking piss, her journey will be complete.
Every last vestige of shame or dignity will have been peeled away and discarded.
The more humiliation inflicted on her, the greater Annette’s beauty – so a shit-eating Annette will be a creature of absolute, exquisite perfection.
Annette’s a disgusting piece of shit slut, a nasty fuckpig who loves wallowing in filth, a vile, degenerate whore – and one of the most beautiful, wonderful people on this planet. Not despite the choking and spanking and the cum and piss, but because of it.
Grovelling, crawling and begging to be used – why would Annette want love instead of this?
September 13th, 2009 at 8:14 pm
Tyler, what is your fascination with shit?
No man saved me from myself, by the way.
I can’t help but love you, Tyler. And Annette. I will never think that she deserves what you say about her, but I know somewhere underneath all this there is a place inside of you that understands this too. Everyone has a heart, including you. Life and circumstances, choices and “shit,” can slow down the beat of our hearts to the point of feeling dead inside. But there is a heart there nonetheless.
You can ignore it as long as you want. But it’s there.
You are obviously intelligent, Tyler. I respect you for standing up for what you believe in. I respect you for being who you are and not letting anyone sway you. Just don’t forget about your heart.
With love, the love you so hate,
Amy
September 13th, 2009 at 8:48 pm
Hey Mark, does Jennifer know that you come to this site? Does she know the things you say about/to Annette?
September 13th, 2009 at 9:34 pm
Beautiful words, Amy, beautiful, empty words – as empty and meaningless as your love.
You can’t help but love me? I think if Osama bin Laden started posting you’d blow him a kiss. After all, “everyone has a heart…”
Your “love” is so indiscriminate as to be utterly meaningless.
Most people aren’t capable of love, and most people don’t deserve it either.
And people who toss the word around like confetti, scattering it over people they barely know – well, no-one believes it, least of all me.
I don’t think this is an appropriate place to discuss love of any kind – I’m really starting to wonder why you’re here at all.
People – men- come here to say what they’d like to see our favorite piss-guzzling whore do next. And if you bother to read through some of the old posts, you’ll discover I’m not the only one who wants to see Annette feasting on shit.
I want to see her doing it because its worse than drinking piss, it’s the most depraved and vile of all the perversions. My posts are just words of encouragement, urging her on to even filthier, nastier sexual delights than those she’s already experienced. It’s my hope that a connoisseur of depravity like Annette would be most able to appreciate, and enjoy, being degraded to the limit of what’s possible.
Obviously this is a decision for Annette, one way or the other. But if she does finally take the plunge and become a scatwhore, and I thought anything I said had made a difference, I’d be well pleased.
September 13th, 2009 at 10:49 pm
Tyler, I get that a lot. You’re not alone. Call it confetti, call it what you will, but my love for you is not fake. It is not empty. Obviously it’s not the same as my love for my husband or my kids. Obviously it’s not the same as my love for my friends or family. But it’s a love for humanity. And you are a human. I love you. End of story.
September 14th, 2009 at 1:57 am
Amy, I’m not sure who you are referring to. If it is my wife you speak of, her name is Janet. But yes, she knows I visit this site and she just takes it all in stride. We don’t have an open marriage or anything like that but both of us are pretty open-minded. Just prior to my meeting her she had lived on a commune in PA so… We’re both people who have been influenced by as well as having been a part of the 60s-early 70s counter-culture.
September 14th, 2009 at 2:17 am
Tyler, “Most people aren’t capable of love and don’t desrve it either.”
Unfortunately, I’ll have to disagree with you on this one. I believe — again, just my own opinion — that most, if not all, are capable of love. Even someone like Charles Manson who I make no excuses for but the man lived the most disgusting life of anyone. His childhood and young teen yrs were filled with turmoil and absolute horror. I’m not sure if you know anthing of his background but the guy grew up under the most unloving, dispicable circumstances imaginable and yes, I feel sorry for the guy. That doesn’t excuse the things he did later on in life but merely puts it in some greater perpective.
Have a great night.
September 14th, 2009 at 3:16 pm
first at asll, thank you for an exchange so interesting
second, sorry for my shortness in the subject. i am not always checking the blog for time.
ONly want to give an opinion on the answer that amy give me a looong comment post ago =9
I believe that women has hearts and they like to be carefully loved. Everyone wnats to be loved. Even if his kind ofl ove could considered as hate for anothers. If you are a fully grown person, hey it is your life.
Personally I like to think on women as persons who are interesed in being heard and treated accordingly. I don`t think that all women (or men) are bitches or all women are princesses. There are in between also
I treat a person first looking to how she (or he) wants to be treated. first you got to know her/his heart to try to treat her/him accordingly. Maybe this could be a moment, a one night stand, so I will put less of myself in the deal. Or maybe she/he will generate another deeper thing with me and i will react to that more carefully. So the heart is thei mportant thing.
So, I believe as you do that we need to care for the women`s heart. But i don`t think that the heart in everyone of them is equal.
but hey we agree on disagree and i like to be discussing things here with people who are thinking about it.
It is as interesting as watching porn =)
September 15th, 2009 at 7:17 am
@Amy, I’d given you my email address but this seems to have caused a problem which I really can’t discuss. It has been removed for certain reasons and I don’t wish to upset the applecart, as they say, so… I love Annette and all she has provided and don’t want nor need any problems — heaven knows I’ve had my share and I take responsiblity for certain actions and things I may said so it’s better to leave well enough alone. Thanks for hearing me out.
September 15th, 2009 at 7:26 am
And thank you Annette for just being the kind and wonderful person you are. I know that you’re more than just the public pornstar that we all know and love. You’re also much more than that as I connected with your inner spirit which is the very core of your being. I still keep all the emails so suffice it to say there is indeed, a genuine and kind, wonderful spirit beneath your rough exterior as there is in all. Genuine love for all brings this out no matter how we may try to hide it. So thanks again for just being you — the wonderful human being you are.
September 15th, 2009 at 7:59 am
That was a great post, Roberto (if I may lend my two cents — that’s about all I have two lousy cents). HA!
September 15th, 2009 at 8:57 am
Well, it’s good to know everyone deserves love – you, me, and Charles fucking Manson. Hell, if Hitler was alive, we could’ve given him a great big group hug. He must’ve been hurting inside so much when he decided to kill all those Jews, poor thing. If only his daddy hadn’t of hurt him so bad. The Holocaust was just one big cry for help, and affirmation – and LOVE…
Let’s get a fucking grip here, please. Some people are wonderful human beings who’ve never hurt anyone – like Annette. Others are monsters whose mothers should’ve thrown them away and raised the afterbirth. Then there’s the rest – the other 95% who aren’t worth loving or hating. The ordinary, common trash you have to deal with every day.
Love’s such a depressing topic. Posting about how beautiful Annette looks drooling out a mouthful of cum – that’s much more enjoyable.
BTW Amy, do you want MY email address? Thought not. And there was me thinking you loved me…
September 15th, 2009 at 12:19 pm
I know Tyler, it gets back to that old “nature vs. nurture” debate. And of course no one in their right mind would excuse the horrible brutalities perpertrated on the Jewish people.
As I stated, and I tried to make this as clear as possible, that the horrible crimes committed by Manson were not EVER to be excused — that would be foolish at best and down-right ignorant at worst. However, I merely tried to convey the concept that had Manson had a loving life as he were growing up — which he clearly did not (at least from what I’ve read about his past) — the “possibility” of his having acted in the way he did as an adult, might and “might” being the operative word, never have occurred. Of course we’ll never know.
But all in all, it is better to give and receive love rather than not doing so. The great thing is that you and I can have disagreement without being at each other’s throats, in other words “civil debate.” Thanks for hearing me out.
September 15th, 2009 at 6:46 pm
Mark, what happened? Confused…
Tyler… you can email me if you want. I have no problem with that. It just seems like you are angry and really don’t want to talk to me. So I didn’t think you’d actually want to email me. But sure. I don’t mind that at all.
I am, however, finished debating on Annette’s blog. I really don’t see why we should continue to do that.
September 16th, 2009 at 9:08 am
@amy, feel free to email me and we can discuss it. It’s a long story — something I’m not very proud of. It entails me losing my temper when I should have remained calm but didn’t. Hope to hear from you.
September 16th, 2009 at 9:18 am
Mark, I don’t know your email… hope everything’s okay with you.
September 16th, 2009 at 2:38 pm
@Amy, I believe the email address is shown above — right next to it, it states “your comment is awaiting moderation.” Now I’m not at all sure how this works so perhaps I can see this statement but others can’t. That I don’t know. If that be the case, (that it isn’t visible to anyone else) I understand why.
Suffice it to say, some rather harsh and nasty words were stated some months back between myself and another commentator. I let my temper get the best of me and blew off at someone who I’ll let remain unnamed.
This put Annette in a very difficult position. I’m sure she had to question whether or not to allow this kind of thing to remain in full sight on the world wide web. She chose to do the proper thing I believe, and had all of this nasty stuff removed (love her to death). I honor her decision and hold no grudges as she is a wonderful person and I hold myself totally responsible even in light of the fact that many of the statements to which I reacted were directed at her. The most vile stuff you can imagine were hurled her way and I simply lost it. You learn from your mistakes and I now would NEVER allow myself to explode in that fashion again. I have appologized to Annette for this and hope she accepts as she is a wonderul, very beautiful young woman.
If indeed, you can see the email address do not hesitate to write. Otherwise we’ll let it go at that. Even if you were to email me I’d ask that you keep anything I had to state regarding this mess, confidential. Thanks again for your patients and understanding.
September 25th, 2009 at 4:29 am
HI! I can’t believe to find this awesome discussion here. In fact its right to a very high philosophical human discussion! This should be mainstream! I’ve always enjoyed discussion on the ‘dark desires’ of man. People that live to fulfill their most animalistic desires through body sensation are like heroes. For the masses this is impossible… People have all these social rules for relationships. FUCK! How many times did you have to go through so much bullshit to date a girl just because you had a huge hard-on for her! And maybe at the end, you didn’t even like her! But how happy you would’ve been fucking her, and satisfying that urge! Man, the world would be a better place! In fact, it comes to the point that people are not able to satisfy themselves sexually because they don’t know how to explore their instinctual sex drives. And all this social drama and rules many times lead to bullshit relationships and no one is happy! I think that’s why porn is so huge, and so popular. In porn, people commit acts of sex completely derived out of intense sexual fantasies. The sex acts that happen in porn; in ‘real life’ can usually only happen between a couple that has a lot of trust within each other, and maybe a clever guy and a drunken girl (hehe). Ok, it’s not impossible, but you get the point. The fantasies in porn are like the fantasies in videogames… The user will never be able to go out and kill Japanese Soldiers in WWII, but damn he can go out and buy a game and do it! Porn can show us the extreme of the human sex drive. Of course there is no ‘love’! Who is looking for love in porn?! Fucking no one! One looks at porn to satisfy a primarily sexual desire. Look at male actors in porn.. their faces show that animal sex drive.. they don’t have tender faces that say “I love you honey”.
Now, onto the more confusing, gray arena of mind, where things get fun. Our minds read into imagery and symbolism and behaviors like sponges. In this day and age, we are bombarded left to right with all kinds of visual, ideological and sensory stimuli – It’s easy to suddenly lose track of who you are and find yourself immersed in an artifically created environment not suited for who you are. On the one side, people tell us about love (at least their version of it), tell us about morals, and tell us about what it means to be happy… on the other side, people are publicizing complete sexual debauchery, extreme graphic violence, and musical atrophy (SatanicMastermind likes!) and when you put everything together in your mind it can be confusing. On the one side, you think you need to find a girl to have a happy loving life full of tenderness and caring – on the other hand, you have these imagery of people that have gone to the extreme to engage in sexual activity. And you’re left with ‘what the fuck?’. Well. That’s the BEAUTY of it all! Each person, each person in this planet has something special laid out for them – something unique. That is their body and their mind and their unique historical existence! All those things combined make people see life differently, through a different lens, different colors… There shouldn’t be a set ‘guideline’ for everybody, enforcing guidelines has always resulted in hate and more nastiness. If someone thinks that sex has to come with care and meaningful relationship that’s totally FINE! That’s great! But whatever you believe in you have to have an unwavering spirit in your beliefs. If someone that hates what Annette does and comes here to say “Hey, what the fuck?” then that person is not 100% sure of his/her beliefs. I don’t need to go to a christian website and start crap just because I think their religion is bullshit. I don’t care!!! I’m fine with my beliefs and it’s not up to me to try to change anybody’s version of happiness.
Now. What are we going to do about it? We just need to build up a better criteria of things, and more understanding. I personally don’t like Annette’s way of doing porn, I kinda cringe at some of that stuff, and I wonder if she’s Ok! But I guess she’s fine, it’s just really not my thing. I guess I’m big fan of just regular fucking in my porn… But hey, I respect her work.
I can go on forever but I guess my main thing is that not everything is for everybody. And not being sure of one’s beliefs and path in life leads us to start criticizing whatever makes us doubt our path.
I also have to say as another final statement that people that fill their minds with hate and violence, and distorted imagery of reality exist in this world. Crimes against women many times have been sexually motivated. Women are raped everyday – killed everyday on sexually motivated reasons. This is pathetic. My only thing against porn would have to do with this. Some people can’t distinguish boundaries between what they see on their computer screen and reality. But this not only happens with porn, whatever kind of fantasy creation we people create to explore our existence can be taken literally by many with poor criteria of what’s real or not. But what can we do about these fucking idiots? They will always exist. Idiots that are inspired to kill on heavy metal and idiotic video-games will exist as long as the plastic consumerist culture exist. As well as porn inspired sex-offenders that can’t ever actually have a real relationship. This people will exist, as long as civilization offers so much fantasy.
Thank you if you read this long.
September 26th, 2009 at 7:56 pm
SatanicMastermind — Thanks for your taking the time to write all of that out. I must say, though, I think reality, real true living, is much better than any fantasy world, porn world, video game world, etc.
Life is not meant to be enjoyed, it is meant to be lived.
We lose life in pleasure.
October 24th, 2009 at 7:18 pm
Uff people, stop kissing the whore’s ass, she won’t sleep with any of you.
We all like to wank to her videos but doesn’t make her worthy of any respect.
I don’t know if she had or had not a fucked up childhood but she surely has a very fucked up adulthood, she get pissed on the face on a regular basis. Would you like your daughter/mother/sister to do this kind of things?
October 25th, 2009 at 6:38 pm
Everything to excess. Life is what you make of it, no?
It can be sad–”Life is not meant to be enjoyed, it is meant to be lived.”
Or it can be an endless panoply of delight.
You were given flesh…revel in it. Take it to the pinnacles of experience–and hurl it into the abysses of depravity, as long as it is your will that it be done.
You were given emotion, feeling. The ability to be moved. Why think life should be quiet stillness that you wander through without using this? Enjoy life, loathe live, but FEEL your life. Because without feeling you are less than dead.
Women are princesses, to be cared for, cherished and treasured….and they are animals, meat to be used, to be abused and abased
just like men, save that princes might be a better term, no?
Annette does not give her heart here–at least, not any part of it that she does not wish to. She is enjoying her pornstar celebrity–and tantalizing her fans.
Even the crazies who profess ‘love’ to the construct she lets hem see.
And will they care when she is old, and no longer the star of their fantasies, who can tell? Fame is fleeting….but Betty Page was idolized by her fans long after she denounced them and fled bact into the stifling love of the One God and his son–even in her dotage they tried to honor and cherish her….and all they had were old films and photos.
So Annette may have someone there to hold her hand as she breathes her last to tell her she’s beautiful, to swaddle her in the love and lust she generated so happily.
October 26th, 2009 at 1:31 pm
Wow, SatanicMastermind, that was a long comment –and I certainly don’t mind even if I disagree. I enjoyed reading it but… — I get accused of writing long comments! Incredible!! I’m glad someone else dares write out their thoughts with such complexity. Again, I might not agree but that’s not the point, the point is I get accused of writing long comments simply due to the content of my posts.
October 26th, 2009 at 1:38 pm
@Amy Of course life is meant to be ENJOYED AND LIVED — what planet are you on? And just where the hell have you been? You stated that you had emailed me and of course, as I said, I never received anything. I’m beginning to think you’re a bag of hot air — and that’s putting it nicely!